I’m Back

Well, well, well. Look what the cat dragged in. It’s been a while, but as I type this up it honestly feels good to be back. I forgot what this felt like for a bit, it kind of feels like I’m writing a monologue for a coming-of-age movie, aka I feel kind of cool (I’m not). 

I just logged in for the first time in over a year, and it only felt right to make an updated “entry”- for myself, but also for anyone who happens to stumble upon this forgotten blog. 

Life has been different. I graduated college and somewhat impulsively moved halfway across the state of Connecticut. It’s been an adjustment, for sure, but I’ve been enjoying every minute of it {edit: most of it}.

I used to hate change, which is funny coming from me because I have an entry where I described how each of my days felt the same and I hated it. It’s a difficult feeling to put into words. The thought of my life changing used to make me feel physically sick- nauseous, basically. At the same time, though, I hated how my life felt like the same day repeating over and over again. I needed a happy medium. I still do. 

I think a little part of me has shifted, though. I appreciate change, now, more than I ever did before. If the past year and a half has taught me anything, it’s that change and loss are just a part of life whether I like it or not, and for the first time, I’m actually okay with that. 

Maybe I’ll go into depth another day, this is all I wanted to do for now. I’m just glad to say that I’ve grown and I’m happy. And with that, another entry in the books. Until next time!

All the love,

Gabriella